OMG I am starting to feel sad!

I just listened to the blog from Jorge Garcia and pal on Geronimo Jack's Beard blog about the latest episode of LOST called The Recruit. Before the podcast began, he mentioned it was Evangeline Lilly's last day, his last day is Thursday, and Ben/Emerson's last day is tomorrow. OMG! I don't have any idea how I will react when the series is over. Hopefully I will be in LA at the Jimmy Kimmel Live Aloha to LOST show! Or..better yet.. if I don't get chosen, that's ok. Maybe I should be alone when I watch it. And.. what if we don't get to watch it first and the show just ruins the whole thing? IDK. I would hate to watch it in a large audience ... I think. IDK. More of my indecisiveness. No surprise there.